Letter from Jackie Hird
Licensed Lay Minister at Otley Parish Church
Recently I have become interested in the Enneagram and was able to attend a day’s workshop looking at it from a Christian perspective. If you haven’t heard of it, the Enneagram is a tool to help you understand your personality. Other tools are available! What attracted me was that as well as helping you to understand more about your personality, it gives insight into how you are likely to behave when living your best life and conversely what may be your downfalls at times of stress. It focuses on helping you on a journey of transformation.
That’s a theme we have been learning a lot about in church recently. Our series on “The Good and Beautiful God” and The “Good and Beautiful Life” have been about helping us, as disciples of Jesus, become more like Him. Following Jesus takes us on a journey of spiritual transformation. We have been introduced to a word that has fallen out of fashion – Sanctification – being set apart for a special purpose, being Holy. I am sure this is something most of us want.
However, you being transformed and becoming holy, will look different from me and from your best friend and from Aaron. I wonder, if like me, you ever look at another Christian and think, “if only I was like them”? Aspiring to follow good examples is fine, but thinking I can be just like them when my personality is completely different will never work. What I need to be is transformed into the best version of me, not someone else.
Of course, we do not all have to have a Myers-Briggs Profile or know which Enneagram number we are, but understanding ourselves and appreciating who God has made us to be is necessary if we want to grow and develop and progress on our spiritual transformation. We are all, “Fearfully and wonderfully made” (Psalm139 verse 14). We are all made in the image of God; all unique, special and loved by our Heavenly Father. You may be meek and mild and gentle. You may be loud and boisterous and challenging. You may be brimming with confidence or be fearful and hesitant. God made you and loves you and will not change you into someone else. But he can help you be the best version of you.
I recently heard the process of sanctification described in this way: a skilled artist painted a beautiful picture, a masterpiece of dazzling beauty. It was hung on a gallery wall and was admired. Over time the picture collected dust, then grease and grime. The sunlight damaged it and it got a tear in the corner of the canvas. Those who saw it still thought it lovely. One day a restorer took it down and started work. She painstakingly stripped away the layers of dirt and repaired the damage and revealed its original beauty. People gasped when they saw its beauty, saw the picture as the artist had intended it to be. They had always thought it beautiful but now, wow!
I expect the removal of my dirt and grease and the repair of my tears will be painful but worth it to reveal what I was created to be. Maybe I am a Monet, you might be a Van Gough or a Picasso. We are definitely not all the same, but we are equally precious.